The Window...

Sometimes I have thoughts that are totally worthless to care about, but I am sure that everybody has some of these. Yet why do we pay attention to ideas like these? I mean it is just a waste of time, but we still stick with them, the issues with our relationships or the thinking of someone else’s stream of consciousness. But how can these control our brain? Our soul or let's say "heart" doesn't let us rule – that is how they can get in. Over and over we realize that the unworthy, time stealer thought is there again. This thought is like a dark room which we are trapped in. The solution is looking for a window to jump out or just get a hint of light from it to escape.

This window is hiding from us. Like if it was walled and we would need a hammer to find it. Here starts the problem that the only way out of this is to work out the thought that bothers us. The thought that intrudes and encroaches our mind. Just like if we were in a vicious circle. The thought stays worthless – Or maybe not? And here arrived the answer to the question. We wouldn’t admit its importance. The minute we let ourselves think it trough would be the minute for the hammer to arrive. And we are free. Was it so hard?

Rush of Adrenalin, Rush of TIME...

I think we all know what is going on right now. We all take part in it just like as if it was some fun event, but sadly it isn't. In some aspect it is exciting, because we don't know what they will ask and what will the result be. We don't know how long will we be up and how many sleep will we miss. The only exact thing we know about it is its length and the chances we have during it. Yes mates, this is the exam period!

We all rush to our desks and try to figure out the fastest way to learn all the material we went trough during the semester. Most of the time we have to realize that it seems impossible to deal with such amount of stuff, but after all we achieve at least a 2 or even higher grades -  or just skip the course to the next semester. But how can we do this?

Everybody has his/her own secret weapon when it comes to surviving in the exam period. The most common ones: coffein, taurin, energy drinks, coffee, cigarettes, fast food, chocolate and other stuff that are junk, but can refresh you or at least keep you awake. I hope that everybody will be alive after these fights and can have a nice rest. But will we have time for that?

The Last Word...

If I had to write a last word I would write Inspiration. It has a meaning which was unknown for me before I started writing and it has one that I think everybody knows. I hope I will have it in the future to continue this aspect of  'art'.

Yet the future is still unsure, but we'll see what will happen.

The Andless Post...

Writing a post without this "magic-word" is a little bit hard. It is like losing the main connection between words or clauses. Let me tell you what is like thinking without this grammatical conjunction. I think this word only seems necessary if we don't look close enough. When I started this writing I wanted to delete it. The task seemed impossible. Making this three-lettered vocable disappear is like tearing out an essential part of a text.

Here I am, writing the second paragraph but still nothing. Okay, I wanted to use it. Yet I didn't so I am the winner. :) But coming to the real conclusion in this whole issue: We don't need the three letter word in every sentence we say. We can leave it out. It is risking the colorfulness of our speech but it is worth it if we can learn that every time we speak, we have to pay attention to every single word we use.

Chocolate is male...

Yes...this is not a mistake and neither a deja-vu.
As many things in this world, chocolate has many aspects too. In this case the king of sweets will turn into a dominant male. A male that can control you.
The most masculine type of chocolate is hot chocolate. Just imagine drinking a spicy type of this beverage. It is like looking into an exotic man's eyes. Drinking a softer version of it is like looking into the eyes of a more sensitive one.
The mug which you drink it from doesn't cover anything. It shows everything that he can give. Like a perfect man. To prove my opinion I would like to point out that the female chocolate is the one which is wrapped into paper. She hides some parts of herself, because the perfect lady shouldn't show everything, only to the perfect man. Unlike the  hot version chocolate, which must show the possibility of satisfaction before.

Bookshelf...

When you hear the word "bookshelf" there is an image that pops into your mind. What kind of image is that? Is it your bookshelf or is it an ideal one from a library? Maybe it's a photo you remember from the past?

Everybody can be figured out by his/her books. What types, genres or lenghts you read, describe you. My inspiration for this came from a person's bookshelf, I've realized this afternoon. Having a basic knowledge of this person, it wasn't suprising what I found. But what if you don't know a person and you can take a glance at his/her bookcase, before you know him/her? I think this is a part of a person which can tell much about one.

My bookcase has separated parts for the different types of books. There is a big part where I keep my English and other foreign language books. Then there are some encyclopaedias for the reliable information. I have a shelf for entertaining literature and light readings. Here I have : Stephen King, Jude Deveraux, Shakespeare and many more that can give me some quality freetime and make me relax. And then the dictionaries which are very handy when the internet is out and you have to look up something.

As we heard once:  "We are what we read". So how does your bookshelf look like? :)

Music...

As you look over the folders on your computer, you must have found one with the label "Music". When you start to browse in it you find the older favourites and the new ones together. And here it starts. You begin to listen to the older songs from your collection and realize how much you changed....or not.

Thinking about your changes, the music starts to manipulate you. It changes your feelings and mood. It affects the current flow of thoughts. There are the songs of depression and that help you when you are lonely, sad or just negative. There are the party songs that make you want to dance. And the songs when you are just happy, bored, thinking...so as many types as many types of feelings you have.

But why does music make such a deep impact on us? How do sounds make us change mood? Why do we pay so much attention to them? Could we be happy even if we lost our ability to hear?


In my life, music is very essential. I listen to all types: rock, metal, classic, pop, retro...everything. Every kind of sound gives me a different kind of impression. The best feeling is when a "perfect" sound hits my ear. That is something frenetic and inexplicable... That is what I think, everybody should feel/hear.
 And if I would ever lose my ability to hear I would die...

It works...

Please look at the photo... Everybody can observe that it is slightly different from a normal park around a normal block of flats. This picture was taken in Hague. It's interesting part is that how close they let animals to themselves. Here in Hungary if you have some animals in your backyard, which are not dogs, cats or any cute little things then people hate you. They start to feel smells and hear sounds that the animals make...the animals are not making noises or smells, but your neighbours still feel and hear them. This is caused by the totally abnormal way of thinking that people should have their yards full tidied and idealistic for garden parties and idealistic events that are usual in America.
Why?!?! Why should this be the normal way of life what America shows us? Why do people have to be perfect , owning a perfect life, perfect house? Because this is part of the idea too. Can't people think themselves? These things are attached to life as well.
Despite the things I wrote I think that in Hague and the whole Netherlands found the solution for these things. They don't want to be perfect.
 I'd love being there. People were kind and it was so different from Hungary. The only problem was that everything was too modern for me. But I think I could get used to it if I had to.

Chocolate is female...

Have you ever thought about deciding whether chocolate is male or female?
I think "she" is an absolute lady. Just think about going to the store to buy some things. As we pass the sweets and candies, the seduction begins...  First you just realize the cute bars in line and after that you are about to choose. Chocolate is just waiting for you, not saying a word. Just like the perfect female in the perfect world...just waits till someone comes and takes "her". Chocolate has her own appeal...

But in real life the chocolate - female parallel still stands.
It can make us change. You need chocolate when you are sad, just like when you are happy. It almost does the same as a wife. Only a good wife (with good cooking talent) can make you fat just like some good chocolate. Chocolate cheers you up and always gives the same amount of satisfaction that it gave before...